hanging by a moment (Friday, September 12, 2008, 10:40 AM)
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
he was more than perfect. perfect in every single aspect of every girl's dream guy.
good-looking. nice. honest. this. that.
he was there for me to babble about things that happen at work.
accompany me through the night when i could not sleep, even if he have school the very next morning.
he dunch look at other girls when he's out with me. and that's one good thing i always like about him. how do i know? i guess i just know it, y'know. =)
but it'll makes me feel awkward sometimes.
even the ex and the oh's eyes wander about. boys. sheesh.
hmm. for what i know, i didnt ask for all of that. i have never did.
and things just got out of hand a little. okie, maybe not a little. it got wayy out of hands. everything seems to be rushing and it got me scared a little.
like what he've stated: maybe i'm the one who's not willing to take the risk. eekk!
hmm. i dunch know. i followed the heart and used my brains too.
and i guess, it's gonna be my final answer. and i wouldn't want to regret with the heart's answers. period.
side tracking of that topic, i had a fantastic time over at Nek Nah's house for Iftar session with the extended family, the last saturday. this year's iftar was better than the last few years. maybe, coz i had so much fun joking around with my granny and my aunts. goodness. i had so much fun being the camera-woman.
and i just gotta know that my granny and her sisters are vainpots! haha! so now i know where her 3 eldest "angels" got their vainpot-blood. inherited lah! hahah!
i love my granny so much! heheheh! =)

the boys in the family, plus 2 extra ladies. haha.

the young girls. heh.

the aunties.

izzah, cik rahimah, hidayah and myself.

and last but not the very least, the 3 Kiayi Arshad's jambu-jambu daughters. hehehehe!
and so, i chatted with si hulk kecik aka jefri.
chatting with him, makes me feel so hmm, guilty. why? coz he asked me questions bout some of our primary school mates. sowie to say, i dunch even know some of the people he have mentioned. okie, okie. let's not say some. most. haha! i will only recognize them, if they were to be in the same class as i do, or same class as my sister's. other than that, sowie! and i think i am an alien during primary school. haha! and to make me feel more guilty-er, he said that all of them knew me. ergh! terima kasih encik hulk kecik aka jefri! hahah! tak menolong langsung! blueks! it's not because i am sombong or what. maybe i am just not that friendly you know. haha.
i so can't wait for today's buka-ing session and saturday! =)
dear Allah, make this happiness be a long one. thank you.
amin, amin. ya rabbal alamin.