pretty this and pretty that (Friday, August 28, 2009, 11:00 AM)
im looking in the mirror and i think im liking what i see,
big, big lights shining bright like im on the teevee
this post gonna be pretty wordy. just bear with me okie.
a year back, i met my uncle's ex wife. she's doing pretty good now. got based in america and living life to the fullest. =)
while talking to her about a little something, she said this. "men, even if they're in their golden years, they are still immatured for their age. trust me! ego stands in their way!"
pretty much true ey. but i guess, they (men, boys) still have not realized about the sickening truth. haha. *eyes-rolling*
honestly, i have an ego. a BIG one.
but at the very least, i know when to put that egoism aside, so that i can learn from my mistakes, opinions & point of views from other people and so on. coz i know, i can never make a step forward if i wont accept those critisms in life.
and im a very childish person. i still cant accept that im going to be 22 this year. Haha. but i thank Allah for the health and evrything i have all this years. =)
and so, i still act as if im 2 years old. but that doesnt mean i handle my problems like a 2 year old kid. i dunch run away from my problems. only at certain situations, it made me to leave it as it is.
and i may be a very hard-headed girl. i have my own principles in life. i was brought up that way. and one more thing about me is that, i am VERY close to my sister. even if we have our bad days, she is still my sister. you try to mess with her, me going to kick u up in the ass. same goes to u tawfiq. haha.
and yes.
im pretty much thankful to the One above.
ive never regret for the things that i told you. it's the truth anyways. pretty sad that you cant accept the awful truth. pity. *shakes head*
only one thing kept me thinking. HOW, in the first place, i can ever like you.
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