♥fly around in circles
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
Pretty. Little. Fireflies. Dance. Away.
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
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i am ♥iffahlalala♥.
.all about love stories.chocolates.
.the family.the babes.
.online shopping.
.and the kepala batu-ness.
i am a dreamer. i love how the fantasy world came about. it makes me happy just by thinking about it. i am a stubborn child, but not spoilt. i get my wants on my own. my family is my top priority in life. and i dunch believe in sweet nothings, but fall for them easily. sounds cliche?
well, that's me. iffahlalala
shop till you drop! (Sunday, September 28, 2008, 11:35 PM)
why don't you love me
the way i loved you
and then again, i have to pass that "dream bag" again. sheesh.
the way i loved you
i guess, i'll get it for my own birthday present. hehe. good huh, birthday present beli sendiri. haha. *hint hint*
too much of the hari raya shopping. especially for the room. but i am happy anyhoos. at least, i can now call it my own comfort zone. it's more spacious. no more rubbish! hehe.
and the addiction of online shopping have not stopped. i have to stop, if i really want to get that "dream bag". please, just someone. put me in a rehab centre, where it can stop people from the addiction to just shop and shop and shop. haha.
updates on Marina's birthday, when i get the pichurs from Ain.
and i just cant wait for tomorrow!! just one more working day, and cutiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! haha.
and Seoul Garden-ing with my best friends!! yahoo!!
and i just cant wait for tomorrow!! just one more working day, and cutiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! haha.
and Seoul Garden-ing with my best friends!! yahoo!!
happy sekaliiiiiiiiii!! =)
atok, if you're just here.
fahri (Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 12:22 AM)
You are my baby love
18th Oct 2008. the very day that i realised i was cursed. even the best friend realised it too. haha.
after one year. starts on the month of february, right after valentine's. ends exactly on the best friend's birthday in march. haha!
cipah, kau realised tk? hahahaha!
sometimes, i do find it funny on how history repeats itself over and over again. the same thing would just occur. that moment and on that very day. sheesh.
a curse i guess. no? hmm.
i just hope, that i'll get over it one day. maybe, it's just a mere coincidence.
or maybe, there's just a hidden reason behind everything that had happened. =)
Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta
Ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut
Penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
Yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku
Andaikan ku bisa lebih adil
Pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa
Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku
current mood: [a little dreamy.]
blame fahri.
yeahs. fahri.
i want to go Egypt. now.
18th Oct 2008. the very day that i realised i was cursed. even the best friend realised it too. haha.
after one year. starts on the month of february, right after valentine's. ends exactly on the best friend's birthday in march. haha!
cipah, kau realised tk? hahahaha!
sometimes, i do find it funny on how history repeats itself over and over again. the same thing would just occur. that moment and on that very day. sheesh.
a curse i guess. no? hmm.
i just hope, that i'll get over it one day. maybe, it's just a mere coincidence.
or maybe, there's just a hidden reason behind everything that had happened. =)
Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta
Ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut
Penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
Yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku
Andaikan ku bisa lebih adil
Pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa
Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku
current mood: [a little dreamy.]
blame fahri.
yeahs. fahri.
i want to go Egypt. now.
fly hair, fly. (Monday, September 22, 2008, 4:16 PM)
Let it fly in the breeze
And get caught in the trees
i am so addicted to my hair right now. weird. haha. and i am so in love with Pantene Pro-V shampoo coz it got this bubble gum scent. heh.
and the other day, i fell in love with this new perfume that has this fruity and sweet kinda smell.
i just dunch know why i have this fetish over these kind scents lately. heeheehee.
even mama caught me smelling my hair over and over again the other day. haha.
mama: "ehks, asal asek bau rambot je?"
me: "sedap..bau bubble gum..hehehee."
mama: *pulling my hair and smelling it*
"ehks? okie dah, mama dah batal puaser.."
-_____________________________________-
what only my mother. haha!
okie, i know this entry sounds disgusting. hahaha!
but who cares. =p
And get caught in the trees
and the other day, i fell in love with this new perfume that has this fruity and sweet kinda smell.
i just dunch know why i have this fetish over these kind scents lately. heeheehee.
even mama caught me smelling my hair over and over again the other day. haha.
mama: "ehks, asal asek bau rambot je?"
me: "sedap..bau bubble gum..hehehee."
mama: *pulling my hair and smelling it*
"ehks? okie dah, mama dah batal puaser.."
-_____________________________________-
what only my mother. haha!
okie, i know this entry sounds disgusting. hahaha!
but who cares. =p
egos and such (Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 4:50 PM)
Know I should stay away from
Cause it's no good for me
"putting aside egos and prides." pfft.
who cares, when the fact is you didnt put all that aside?
there's still so much of your egos in that message. take a look back again and decipher it for all you know.
what do you think i am? a girl with no pride?
you think it's my hobby to get hurt and hurt people and like being treated that way?
with all those statements you have made so far, just brings in to a conclusion that you still dunch know who i really am. when i thought you do. sheesh.
you only think about you. you have never thought about me.
so, forget about the point of waiting.
im done with you.
p/s:people, im not attached. haha! dunch misunderstood my entries. may be about relationships and stuff. but im not into it. and have no thoughts about it anytime sooner. haha! so cheers! =)
Cause it's no good for me
"putting aside egos and prides." pfft.
who cares, when the fact is you didnt put all that aside?
there's still so much of your egos in that message. take a look back again and decipher it for all you know.
what do you think i am? a girl with no pride?
you think it's my hobby to get hurt and hurt people and like being treated that way?
with all those statements you have made so far, just brings in to a conclusion that you still dunch know who i really am. when i thought you do. sheesh.
you only think about you. you have never thought about me.
so, forget about the point of waiting.
im done with you.
p/s:people, im not attached. haha! dunch misunderstood my entries. may be about relationships and stuff. but im not into it. and have no thoughts about it anytime sooner. haha! so cheers! =)
stop those feelings (Tuesday, September 16, 2008, 4:45 PM)
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
for the very first time, i forgot to bring my phone to work. sheesh.
maybe i was too engrossed over the fact that i have to go to work today, after taking mc for yesterday. hehe.
but taking mc yesterday was not spent with just lazing around at home hokay. i managed to clean up my room after messing it up during the painting session. heh.
i've cleared all the rubbish i've found in my room. books, exam notes during those ITE days and just a whole lot more.
i even found my old journals that i have wrote during secondary school! read over all those journals and it just got me laughing my arse off! hahaha!
apart from that, i have been hearing alot of stories about third party in relationships.
it's just so scary to even listen to it. what more to experience it. daymn.
i would always hope and wish, not to experience it. either having a third party in my relationship or worse, being the third party in anyone's relationship.
never in my life, that i hope, wish or want to be one.
experiencing it in a dream, is more than enough for me.
for what i know, i dunch want to have that kind of dream again.
i dunch want to wake up with tears in my eyes and feel bad the whole day. it sucks to have that kind of feeling y'know.
but what i dunch undastand is that, why do some people still have to flirt with someone who is already attached? and worse, why do the people who are already in a relationship, have to flirt with someone else? hmm. sometimes, i just dunch know what all these people want it life.
*thinking mode*
Surrounded by artificial
for the very first time, i forgot to bring my phone to work. sheesh.
maybe i was too engrossed over the fact that i have to go to work today, after taking mc for yesterday. hehe.
but taking mc yesterday was not spent with just lazing around at home hokay. i managed to clean up my room after messing it up during the painting session. heh.
i've cleared all the rubbish i've found in my room. books, exam notes during those ITE days and just a whole lot more.
i even found my old journals that i have wrote during secondary school! read over all those journals and it just got me laughing my arse off! hahaha!
apart from that, i have been hearing alot of stories about third party in relationships.
it's just so scary to even listen to it. what more to experience it. daymn.
i would always hope and wish, not to experience it. either having a third party in my relationship or worse, being the third party in anyone's relationship.
never in my life, that i hope, wish or want to be one.
experiencing it in a dream, is more than enough for me.
for what i know, i dunch want to have that kind of dream again.
i dunch want to wake up with tears in my eyes and feel bad the whole day. it sucks to have that kind of feeling y'know.
but what i dunch undastand is that, why do some people still have to flirt with someone who is already attached? and worse, why do the people who are already in a relationship, have to flirt with someone else? hmm. sometimes, i just dunch know what all these people want it life.
*thinking mode*
hanging by a moment (Friday, September 12, 2008, 10:40 AM)
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
he was more than perfect. perfect in every single aspect of every girl's dream guy.
good-looking. nice. honest. this. that.
he was there for me to babble about things that happen at work.
accompany me through the night when i could not sleep, even if he have school the very next morning.
he dunch look at other girls when he's out with me. and that's one good thing i always like about him. how do i know? i guess i just know it, y'know. =)
but it'll makes me feel awkward sometimes.
even the ex and the oh's eyes wander about. boys. sheesh.
hmm. for what i know, i didnt ask for all of that. i have never did.
and things just got out of hand a little. okie, maybe not a little. it got wayy out of hands. everything seems to be rushing and it got me scared a little.
like what he've stated: maybe i'm the one who's not willing to take the risk. eekk!
hmm. i dunch know. i followed the heart and used my brains too.
and i guess, it's gonna be my final answer. and i wouldn't want to regret with the heart's answers. period.
side tracking of that topic, i had a fantastic time over at Nek Nah's house for Iftar session with the extended family, the last saturday. this year's iftar was better than the last few years. maybe, coz i had so much fun joking around with my granny and my aunts. goodness. i had so much fun being the camera-woman.
and i just gotta know that my granny and her sisters are vainpots! haha! so now i know where her 3 eldest "angels" got their vainpot-blood. inherited lah! hahah!
i love my granny so much! heheheh! =)
the boys in the family, plus 2 extra ladies. haha.
the young girls. heh.
the aunties.
izzah, cik rahimah, hidayah and myself.
and last but not the very least, the 3 Kiayi Arshad's jambu-jambu daughters. hehehehe!
and so, i chatted with si hulk kecik aka jefri.
chatting with him, makes me feel so hmm, guilty. why? coz he asked me questions bout some of our primary school mates. sowie to say, i dunch even know some of the people he have mentioned. okie, okie. let's not say some. most. haha! i will only recognize them, if they were to be in the same class as i do, or same class as my sister's. other than that, sowie! and i think i am an alien during primary school. haha! and to make me feel more guilty-er, he said that all of them knew me. ergh! terima kasih encik hulk kecik aka jefri! hahah! tak menolong langsung! blueks! it's not because i am sombong or what. maybe i am just not that friendly you know. haha.
i so can't wait for today's buka-ing session and saturday! =)
dear Allah, make this happiness be a long one. thank you.
amin, amin. ya rabbal alamin.
You make it easier when life gets hard
he was more than perfect. perfect in every single aspect of every girl's dream guy.
good-looking. nice. honest. this. that.
he was there for me to babble about things that happen at work.
accompany me through the night when i could not sleep, even if he have school the very next morning.
he dunch look at other girls when he's out with me. and that's one good thing i always like about him. how do i know? i guess i just know it, y'know. =)
but it'll makes me feel awkward sometimes.
even the ex and the oh's eyes wander about. boys. sheesh.
hmm. for what i know, i didnt ask for all of that. i have never did.
and things just got out of hand a little. okie, maybe not a little. it got wayy out of hands. everything seems to be rushing and it got me scared a little.
like what he've stated: maybe i'm the one who's not willing to take the risk. eekk!
hmm. i dunch know. i followed the heart and used my brains too.
and i guess, it's gonna be my final answer. and i wouldn't want to regret with the heart's answers. period.
side tracking of that topic, i had a fantastic time over at Nek Nah's house for Iftar session with the extended family, the last saturday. this year's iftar was better than the last few years. maybe, coz i had so much fun joking around with my granny and my aunts. goodness. i had so much fun being the camera-woman.
and i just gotta know that my granny and her sisters are vainpots! haha! so now i know where her 3 eldest "angels" got their vainpot-blood. inherited lah! hahah!
i love my granny so much! heheheh! =)
the boys in the family, plus 2 extra ladies. haha.
the young girls. heh.
the aunties.
izzah, cik rahimah, hidayah and myself.
and last but not the very least, the 3 Kiayi Arshad's jambu-jambu daughters. hehehehe!
and so, i chatted with si hulk kecik aka jefri.
chatting with him, makes me feel so hmm, guilty. why? coz he asked me questions bout some of our primary school mates. sowie to say, i dunch even know some of the people he have mentioned. okie, okie. let's not say some. most. haha! i will only recognize them, if they were to be in the same class as i do, or same class as my sister's. other than that, sowie! and i think i am an alien during primary school. haha! and to make me feel more guilty-er, he said that all of them knew me. ergh! terima kasih encik hulk kecik aka jefri! hahah! tak menolong langsung! blueks! it's not because i am sombong or what. maybe i am just not that friendly you know. haha.
i so can't wait for today's buka-ing session and saturday! =)
dear Allah, make this happiness be a long one. thank you.
amin, amin. ya rabbal alamin.
fantasy do come true (Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 9:27 PM)
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
work's been crazy. cubaan bulan puasa. hmm.
and if i were to add that problem with this, im gonna go bonkers anytime sooners. so, shake off that problem. what i know, i have said what im supposed to say.
it's up to you to take it or not. im done with you.
and so, i have been the most loyal fan of "Impian Illyana" over at Suria.
it's a repeat, but i love watching that show. i loovee the cast. especially, Lydia Ibtisam! she's daymn cute. she's not that typical Malaysian. another actress who's abit like Lydia would be Sharifah Amani. love both of them. someone, whom i can look upon for inspiration. =)
and one more thing about "Impian Illyana" would be, the two hot guys featured in it. hehe.
Awal Ashaari and Ashraf Muslim. played the role of Rizal and Izham respectively. both are way into Illyana and have their own ways of getting that girl. how i wish i am Illyana. hahaha.
but if i were to be in Illyana's shoes, i would have a hard time deciding which guy should i choose. both are just too good looking. and both are really the sweetest thing on earth. they would do anything for Illyana. =)
but somehow, Illyana chose Izham over Rizal. not really sure why. i guess i have to sit down and watch that show again, till it's finale. can't wait! weee!
Awal Ashaari
Ashraf Muslim
ow yeahs. cipah brought me over to Max Brenner the other week, after Comex 2008. dunch you ever ask me to follow you again to Comex, cipah. boleh mampos! haha.
but lucky for her, she introduce to me to this cool chocolate restaurant over at Esplanade. yummey.
the Belgian Waffle was delicious, cipah's Chocolate Souffle was sinful and Faezah's Chocolate Cheesecake was nice(i think). heh. not forgetting the Cookieshake. mmm-hmm.
but, i guess you can only indulge on all these sinful stuff once a month. you can just grow fat by eating all that.
chocolate just makes your world goes round and round! and will make you rounder!! hahaha!!
and cipah!! nk gambar!!! dush!!
im reading Yasmin Ahmad's journal now. she's good you know.
i love her movies. Sepet, Gubra and Mukhsin.
and now, anxiously waiting for her new upcoming movies. hope it'll be out soon.
Sharifah Amani's gonna be in it. and Jaclyn Victor too! haha. she acts now, huh.
i'll just wait, for now. =)
I find my paradise
work's been crazy. cubaan bulan puasa. hmm.
and if i were to add that problem with this, im gonna go bonkers anytime sooners. so, shake off that problem. what i know, i have said what im supposed to say.
it's up to you to take it or not. im done with you.
and so, i have been the most loyal fan of "Impian Illyana" over at Suria.
it's a repeat, but i love watching that show. i loovee the cast. especially, Lydia Ibtisam! she's daymn cute. she's not that typical Malaysian. another actress who's abit like Lydia would be Sharifah Amani. love both of them. someone, whom i can look upon for inspiration. =)
Lydia Ibtisam
Sharifah Amani
Sharifah Amaniand one more thing about "Impian Illyana" would be, the two hot guys featured in it. hehe.
Awal Ashaari and Ashraf Muslim. played the role of Rizal and Izham respectively. both are way into Illyana and have their own ways of getting that girl. how i wish i am Illyana. hahaha.
but if i were to be in Illyana's shoes, i would have a hard time deciding which guy should i choose. both are just too good looking. and both are really the sweetest thing on earth. they would do anything for Illyana. =)
but somehow, Illyana chose Izham over Rizal. not really sure why. i guess i have to sit down and watch that show again, till it's finale. can't wait! weee!
Awal Ashaari
Ashraf Muslimow yeahs. cipah brought me over to Max Brenner the other week, after Comex 2008. dunch you ever ask me to follow you again to Comex, cipah. boleh mampos! haha.
but lucky for her, she introduce to me to this cool chocolate restaurant over at Esplanade. yummey.
the Belgian Waffle was delicious, cipah's Chocolate Souffle was sinful and Faezah's Chocolate Cheesecake was nice(i think). heh. not forgetting the Cookieshake. mmm-hmm.
but, i guess you can only indulge on all these sinful stuff once a month. you can just grow fat by eating all that.
chocolate just makes your world goes round and round! and will make you rounder!! hahaha!!
and cipah!! nk gambar!!! dush!!
im reading Yasmin Ahmad's journal now. she's good you know.
i love her movies. Sepet, Gubra and Mukhsin.
and now, anxiously waiting for her new upcoming movies. hope it'll be out soon.
Sharifah Amani's gonna be in it. and Jaclyn Victor too! haha. she acts now, huh.
i'll just wait, for now. =)
feeling, feeling go away. (Monday, September 1, 2008, 5:45 PM)
just dunch fall too easily this time around. just be happy like this.
if i have brothers. (, 12:15 AM)
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show who I am inside
Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan to all Muslims. =)
wanted to message my friends through the phone, but was to lazy to do so. heh. just replied a few messages, that's it.
i hope Ramadhan this year would be good as the past years. and i'll try to go to terawih this year. and i want to. i won't promise cipah, but i will okie. =)
so, since it's Ramadhan now, i would like to share this cartoon i caught at youtube. it's called Upin Dan Ipin.
it's about this two twin brothers, sharing their 1st experience on the fasting month. they're just too cute, that i want them as my brothers. hehe. geram, geram, geram. haha!
episod 1 & 2
episod 3 & 4
episod 5 & 6
cute kan!!! if they're my brothers, i would gigit-gigit jorg! geram, geram, geram! hahaha!
When will my reflection show who I am inside
Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan to all Muslims. =)
wanted to message my friends through the phone, but was to lazy to do so. heh. just replied a few messages, that's it.
i hope Ramadhan this year would be good as the past years. and i'll try to go to terawih this year. and i want to. i won't promise cipah, but i will okie. =)
so, since it's Ramadhan now, i would like to share this cartoon i caught at youtube. it's called Upin Dan Ipin.
it's about this two twin brothers, sharing their 1st experience on the fasting month. they're just too cute, that i want them as my brothers. hehe. geram, geram, geram. haha!
episod 1 & 2
episod 3 & 4
episod 5 & 6
cute kan!!! if they're my brothers, i would gigit-gigit jorg! geram, geram, geram! hahaha!
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