stop those feelings (Tuesday, September 16, 2008, 4:45 PM)
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
for the very first time, i forgot to bring my phone to work. sheesh.
maybe i was too engrossed over the fact that i have to go to work today, after taking mc for yesterday. hehe.
but taking mc yesterday was not spent with just lazing around at home hokay. i managed to clean up my room after messing it up during the painting session. heh.
i've cleared all the rubbish i've found in my room. books, exam notes during those ITE days and just a whole lot more.
i even found my old journals that i have wrote during secondary school! read over all those journals and it just got me laughing my arse off! hahaha!
apart from that, i have been hearing alot of stories about third party in relationships.
it's just so scary to even listen to it. what more to experience it. daymn.
i would always hope and wish, not to experience it. either having a third party in my relationship or worse, being the third party in anyone's relationship.
never in my life, that i hope, wish or want to be one.
experiencing it in a dream, is more than enough for me.
for what i know, i dunch want to have that kind of dream again.
i dunch want to wake up with tears in my eyes and feel bad the whole day. it sucks to have that kind of feeling y'know.
but what i dunch undastand is that, why do some people still have to flirt with someone who is already attached? and worse, why do the people who are already in a relationship, have to flirt with someone else? hmm. sometimes, i just dunch know what all these people want it life.
*thinking mode*