"the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
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i am ♥iffahlalala♥.
.all about love stories.chocolates.
.the family.the babes.
.online shopping.
.and the kepala batu-ness.
i am a dreamer. i love how the fantasy world came about. it makes me happy just by thinking about it.
i am a stubborn child, but not spoilt. i get my wants on my own.
my family is my top priority in life. and i dunch believe in sweet nothings, but fall for them easily. sounds cliche?
well, that's me. iffahlalala
sexy love (Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 3:45 PM)
he got me thinking about getting involved he's the kind of boy i need
"adam levine" talked to me. hehe. suker, suker, suker. =) and he just gave me that wink and a smile, that got me blushing all over. haha! hope he doesnt see me go red all over the face. heeheehee. definitely, my very own sexy love. hehe.
on a much happier note. i finally got my own "dream bag". yeahs. mine. with my very own money. haha! happy nyer!! happy tak terkater. thanks to kak marina also! weeeee!! alhamdulillah. syukur pada Allah S.W.T. amin. =)
p/s: happy 21st birthday Nur Hafihah. =)
stopped (Sunday, October 26, 2008, 1:10 AM)
Cause what I feel starts deep inside It's planted like a seed that springs into life
that raya outing with the ibu2 with their respective loved ones was a blast. never mind of me not bringing any partner that day. though akward a few times here and there, still, there's no PDA going on between the couples. haha! and though we only manage to cover our own houses, it was good enough. ate at every one of the houses and ended up with bloated stomachs. hah! but the most and very fun moment was when we(read:redza, atan, ain, marina and myself), played the confession game in the car while on our way to my place from toh guan. it was more of a bombarding session between the couples. haha! i had fun laughing, and helping the babes bits and pieces. =) but whatever the things that we've talked about ends there in the car. like what ain have said, "cakap sini, MATI sini." hahaha! so here's the pichurs. weee!!
last thursday, we had training as usual. izzah couldnt make it since she had OT. but if she were to come down for training that very day, she wouldnt have to miss the fun we had when surprising nad moley for her birhday. haha! have to give work a miss the following day, since i was not feeling that well either.
over and all, i had so much fun. never mind those things that are on my mind lately. i just need to take a few steps back, little by little. and i guess, i can let the mind rest after that. =)
p/s: i'll update on Dian Raya Showcase at Kallang CC soon. too tired after resizing 300 over pichurs. hehe.
torn pages (Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 1:10 AM)
okie kak izzah and kak cipah. iffah dah tak suker lagi.
dunch ever judge a book by its cover. you can never certain one's behaviour by just looking at his/her outer looks.
when everyone is just the same and not having much differences.
beaming (Friday, October 17, 2008, 11:50 PM)
izzah..........!! cipah............!! yeay!!
iffah happy!! iffah suker!! hahahahahah!!
clue: friendster
*ketawe sampai golek2*
atok (Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 11:39 PM)
back away. back away. this is all wrong. dunch want to get into trouble. just back away. just back away.
suddenly, a thought of you. i miss you like so much. maybe, i stared at papa for a little too long. he looked so much like you. his nose, his eyes. all like you. he got brown spots on his arms now. just like yours. =) i miss you so. i miss you so. i need you. =(
act like an adult (, 5:25 PM)
I hear it from the lost words. They say it's time that you lost your crown
when you're an adult. do act like an adult. i bet you're matured enough to think, for what is right and what is wrong. though words that came out from you are very defined, it doesnt suit your behaviour. your behaviour is more like a ten year old kid, screaming for attention. pfft. give yourself a wake up call. be yourself, rather than following what your surrounding tells you so. kau ikot-ikot orang, semata-mata nak jadi kawan jorg. dekni benci si dektu, kau pun nak benci si dektu jugak. then biler dekni dah okie dgn si dektu, kau pun ikot samer. biler mau game kan.
but for sure, these people aren't important to me at all. very much not important. i just pity the people around them, and their ownself too. coz, what they did not know is that, the people whom they actually "trust" are the ones who talked bad about them. hmm. kesian kan. *shakes head*
but then again. like what fiz and fendi from almari ajaib would've say, "biar kan~ biar kan~". haha!
i just can't wait for saturday. jalan raya with the ibu2 and bf masing2. i wont be bringing anyone along(chey! bebual mcm ade org yang die boleh bawak gituk. haha!). marina promised to take good care of me, as if im still a toddler. so yeahs. kakak-kakak tu sume kena jage adek iffah baik2 okie. hahah!
and couldnt wait for AAR's latest album! sheesh! Tyson's back! yeay! heard the album's gonna be out on my birthday, or maybe dah kuar pun! hahaha! gonna get it. gonna get it. gonna get it. =)
Now you'll never see, what you've done to me You can take back your memories there no good to me And he's heres all your lies, You can look me in my eyes With that sad sad look you wear so well When you see my face hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
crush crush crush (Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 5:33 PM)
you always give me somewhere, somewhere I can learn, you make it real for me
i just gotta know that i have a hot neighbour, who lives 2 floors down. haha. saw him sidai-ing his clothes, with only his boxers on(eek!), while im on my way to the mamak shop below.
then, there's one neighbour of mine, who lives at the left corner. same floor. will bump into him every morning, when im on my way to work. hehe. smile-smile to each otha ajer. haha!
too bad, they're chinese. but no harm kan if i were to date a chinese? heeheehee.
mama dunch mind about it either. heh.
"okie ape budak ciner. cumer jorg tk sunat lah. try je kwn2, since dah tkde budak melayu yang iffah suker kan."
hahahaha! okie, thanks mama for the support.
tangles of my heart (Friday, October 10, 2008, 3:40 PM)
And who would have thought That you could be the one
that jittery feeling yet again. why ehks? haha! never mind. i think i had it too much, till i've got an addiction. eekk! gotta shake it off. gotta shake it off. haha!
i know, i have been very cranky the past few days. the msn nicks says it all. for what i know, i believe in karma. very much believe in it. coz it do happen. dunch insult other people when you're not right yourself. coz, it gonna come back to you for sure.
like you. you and your family insulted me. say this and that. but then again, thinking back, i dunch have to care about any single shit you've said. it's because, all your words, it came back to you. you're the devil in disguise. lain kali jangan pandai main cakap orang ni, orang tu. macam lah diri tu baik sangat. think first, before you speak.
as for now, i am all good. woke up, feeling a whole lot better than the previous days after getting a peaceful sleep on wednesday night. heh. i dunch want to care about that stupid thing again. mcm pakcik flatface tu dah ckp, "kiter doakn aje kebahagiaan die." haha. just happier now. just happier. =)
happy giler babi (Monday, October 6, 2008, 9:12 PM)
Ku akan menjagamu Di bangun dan tidurmu Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
right now, i could call it my own comfort zone. heh. just like how i want it to be. spacious, with not alot of stuff around. thanks to papa for painting the room and hanging up all those pichurs for me. hehe. i know it's not as nice as the sister's room. haha. i dunch have a queen's size bed as hers, since die dah bersiap-sedia untuk alam perkhawinan. hahhaha! and i dunch even have a big room as hers. mine's smaller, and mama like to dump unused stuff in my room. haha. and my pillows, left two jer. mama dah buang sayer punyer bantal busuk. believe it or not, i was on hiatus with mama for a few days. just because she threw away my bantal busuk, without me bidding farewell to it. hahahahaha!
and so, how's raya for all of you? mine's great. with the new gadget in my hands, i am happy like crazy. to me, raya means i could be with each and everyone of my family members. =) with papa's side on the first day, and meeting up with mama's on the second are just the little things that i look forward to during raya. meeting up with mama's side was good this year. happen to bump into old pichurs of me and izzah. loads of them, since both of us was nenek and atok's first grandchildren. heh. hmm, i miss that whole lot of family, that i used to have. i missed my dearest uncles so much. they're the ones who took care of me n izzah when we're over at their place. sheesh, just miss those times. all i could do now, is pray for the best. insyallah. amin. =)
other than that, i am just happy. everything's falling into place right now. i couldn't ask for more. all those feelings, i'll try to put it aside. coz i know, it's not important for me. for now. =) with my family and my babes around, things are definitely getting better and better. it's just you, that's the missing piece. if only you're here, you could see how grown up i am right now. how happy and great things are for me. things gonna be much more better if you're around. but i will always look on the bright side of life, just like how you always want me to. i try, atok, i try. i miss you.
and ow. biar kepo, jangan kepo-kepo. biar sebok, jangan sebok-sebok. biar pandai, jangan pandai-pandai. it's just stupid to know, when you still run for something that has tainted you from behind. these people i call, hypocrites, plastics, melamine and segala-gala yang sewaktu dengan nye. haha. there's no point of voicing out your pain, when you dunch even realize that you're the one who have been hurting your own self. sometimes, i dunch even know why such people still exist. these, have made me be more careful with the people around. never trust anyone. yeah, anyone. daymn.
but thinking back, i dunch have time to care about such things anymore. they're not important. better lead my own life, rather than another. haha. this is just how i want things to be you know. hehe. best, best. sumer happy, iffah pun happy. *giggles*
p/s: dunch ask, why im happy like that. -________-
one of the dreamers (Friday, October 3, 2008, 1:45 PM)
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. how can i not know, that jason wade's coming to Singapore tomorrow? and the tickets are only selling at 70$. the only problem is the venue. at st james. daymn. daymn. daymn.
but the main problem is, HOW CAN I NOT KNOW THAT HE IS COMING??!!
argh!!! i have to miss it lah!! coz nk jalan raya!!
mama!!!!!!! tk fair tau!!! i have missed adam levine and jason mraz. and now, i have to miss yet another dream of mine, jason wade. argh!!!!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya (Thursday, October 2, 2008, 7:06 PM)
I don't need a ring around my finger To make me feel complete
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
i would like to take this opportunity, to apologize if i've said or type anything that had hurt any of your feelings, be it unintentionally or not. i am sorry. so have a very blast raya y'all!! and be happy always with your loved ones!! =)