♥fly around in circles
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
Pretty. Little. Fireflies. Dance. Away.
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
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i am ♥iffahlalala♥.
.all about love stories.chocolates.
.the family.the babes.
.online shopping.
.and the kepala batu-ness.
i am a dreamer. i love how the fantasy world came about. it makes me happy just by thinking about it. i am a stubborn child, but not spoilt. i get my wants on my own. my family is my top priority in life. and i dunch believe in sweet nothings, but fall for them easily. sounds cliche?
well, that's me. iffahlalala
happy nak mampos (Sunday, November 30, 2008, 5:45 PM)
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
forget about not getting to watch adam levine at the indoor stadium.
forget about not getting to watch jason mraz live over at singfest.
forget about not getting to watch jason wade at st james.
just forget about all that.
i got to meet my one and only hero melayu.
no, not rosyam nor. i dunch think he could ever make it to be the next p.ramlee or whatever title that have been given to him.
and no, not fedi nuril. nor fahrin ahmad. these, is way lot better than any actors in the whole wide world.
call me old school. call me oh-bee-kiang. whatever. i still love these two heros, and they will always be my hero in the malay film industry.
and these is a DREAM COME TRUE. alhamdulillah. =)
yes. dato' mustafa maarof and tan sri senator dr jins samsudin.
indeed, can still see the handsome-ness in them. heh.
and to get hugged by tan sri dr jins samsudin, is another big thing!! argh!!
only God knows how happy i am right now. =)
and the flashback starts
forget about not getting to watch adam levine at the indoor stadium.
forget about not getting to watch jason mraz live over at singfest.
forget about not getting to watch jason wade at st james.
just forget about all that.
i got to meet my one and only hero melayu.
no, not rosyam nor. i dunch think he could ever make it to be the next p.ramlee or whatever title that have been given to him.
and no, not fedi nuril. nor fahrin ahmad. these, is way lot better than any actors in the whole wide world.
call me old school. call me oh-bee-kiang. whatever. i still love these two heros, and they will always be my hero in the malay film industry.
and these is a DREAM COME TRUE. alhamdulillah. =)
yes. dato' mustafa maarof and tan sri senator dr jins samsudin.indeed, can still see the handsome-ness in them. heh.
and to get hugged by tan sri dr jins samsudin, is another big thing!! argh!!
only God knows how happy i am right now. =)
wahlauwei (Thursday, November 27, 2008, 10:50 PM)
look at my legs. mak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and look my body. mak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i ever get back to that shape, when all ive done, was just to feel hungry and hungry a few hours after lunch.
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*runs around the house frantically*
deprived (Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 2:45 PM)
you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess,
it's a love story, baby, just say yes
work is so suckish. i really want a new job quick.
but lucky for me, i still have my sister, a few colleagues, and marina to accompany me by layaning me, throughout the whole day at work.
no, not by talking to me on the phone. coz i have incoming stupid calls to handle.
they EMAIL me. haha!
it's another fun way to communicate with your family and friends! hahaha!
dunch bother about my drawings. it's so ugly like shit. hahah!
it's number 2, 5 and 6 anyhoos. hahahaha!
there's no point of being an Art student during my secondary school days. Van Gough's gonna kill me! hahaha!
it's a love story, baby, just say yes
but lucky for me, i still have my sister, a few colleagues, and marina to accompany me by layaning me, throughout the whole day at work.
no, not by talking to me on the phone. coz i have incoming stupid calls to handle.
they EMAIL me. haha!
it's another fun way to communicate with your family and friends! hahaha!
dunch bother about my drawings. it's so ugly like shit. hahah!
it's number 2, 5 and 6 anyhoos. hahahaha!
there's no point of being an Art student during my secondary school days. Van Gough's gonna kill me! hahaha!
escape (Monday, November 24, 2008, 3:20 PM)
i want to run. just run and run and run.
it's freaking me out. why am i always in this kind of situation?
i hate this. just hate it.
ergh!
dah tuer (Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 1:25 PM)
take me away,a secret place
a sweet escape,take me away
alhamdulillah for now that i am 21. =)
thank you for the wishes everyone. appreciate it.
through phone calls, sms-es, frenster msgs & comments and even popping up at my office(terpranjat berok giler babi). haha!
at first, i didnt even look forward to being 21. but as of now, only Allah S.W.T knows how happy i am.
for what i have done for my future, i know it's the right step. i just need to be more discipline in my financial plannings. insyallah, i can do this. =)
and so much of a last birthday present. i dreamt about him.
was celebrating my birthday with my whole extended family. and he was there too. and being the complain queen that i am with my family members, i told him about all the things that have been happening lately.
*everyone singing birthday song*
atok: selamat hari jadi. *smiles*
me: terima kasih tok.
[and this is when i started complaining about this and that. and i even showed him some msgs on my hp. msgs that exist in my dreams, but already deleted in actual fact. hah.]
and all i've got everytime was just a smile from him. but that was more than enough for me. even if all of it was just a dream.
al-fatehah.
a sweet escape,take me away
alhamdulillah for now that i am 21. =)
thank you for the wishes everyone. appreciate it.
through phone calls, sms-es, frenster msgs & comments and even popping up at my office(terpranjat berok giler babi). haha!
at first, i didnt even look forward to being 21. but as of now, only Allah S.W.T knows how happy i am.
for what i have done for my future, i know it's the right step. i just need to be more discipline in my financial plannings. insyallah, i can do this. =)
and so much of a last birthday present. i dreamt about him.
was celebrating my birthday with my whole extended family. and he was there too. and being the complain queen that i am with my family members, i told him about all the things that have been happening lately.
*everyone singing birthday song*
atok: selamat hari jadi. *smiles*
me: terima kasih tok.
[and this is when i started complaining about this and that. and i even showed him some msgs on my hp. msgs that exist in my dreams, but already deleted in actual fact. hah.]
and all i've got everytime was just a smile from him. but that was more than enough for me. even if all of it was just a dream.
al-fatehah.
pandang-pandang, jeling-jeling (Monday, November 17, 2008, 2:45 PM)
my first advance birthday present. haha! (as if!)
after what i have received just now, it makes me look forward to my birthday tomorrow. hahahahahahahahahaha!
*ketawer sampai golek2 kat lantai*
forget about sexy love part 2 and 3. they just couldnt be compared to this one. hahahahahahahah!!
phucking bored (Thursday, November 13, 2008, 3:40 PM)
`iffah. and right now, "lalala".
Last thing/person to make you smile?
`that 2X5 Dol show last night. Beeeeeeee.....!!
Something bothering you right now?
`ermm..ermm..ermm..maybe just that.
Ever got really drunk and can't remember what happened?
`nolah. i dunch drink.
Do you prefer someone taller or shorter than you?
`i'd prefer someone taller, of course. but if he's shorter, what to do kan. haha!
Have you ever broken someones heart?
`i guess so. oops!
Have you ever slept with a member of the opposite sex?
`nope.
Are you a heavy or light sleeper?
`haha. raser-raser nye? haha!
What did you do last Saturday night?
`celebrated fiya's bdae. mind's cafe. clark quay.
Do you currently hate someone?
`no one.
Do you like to cuddle?
`yes yes! especially with mama. haha!
Name something great that happened today?
`nothing great happened today.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
`dunch even wish to remember.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
`nopey nopes.
Do you like your life as of now?
`yeap. very much. la-la-la-la life is wonderful. =)
Do you have a crush on anyone?
`yes. yes. my sexy love. hah!
Where do you hide your money?
`bank.
How did you wake up this morning?
`woke up when mama sang out loud. lagu oldschool pulak tu!.
What's the last bone you broke?
`i havent even broke a bone. selisih.
What are you excited about?
`tuesday. coz i will be on leave. shiok or what?!
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
`just one piercing for my earrings lah. haha!
Do you curse a lot?
`when im angry.
Was your last kiss a mistake?
`-_____________-
What are you not looking forward to?
`my birthday.
What did your last text message on your mobile say?
`"ow! s****h****! i bla bla this. i bla bla that...."
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
`not so sure.
Where are you?
`at this stupid reception desk. ergh!
What color are your eyes?
`black lor. tkkn blue. haha!
When is the last time you were embarrassed?
`on tuesday. heeheehee.
Do you usually fall for people you can't have?
`usually, it's like that kan? the same old story. fall for someone that's not in you league, then get dissapointed. then, give up. bla. bla. bla. bla.
Are you artistic?
`dunch think so. hah!
How many pills do you take a day?
`i wont take any pills if i am not sick.
What was the last item you bought?
`my dream bag. haha.
At what age do you want to be married?
`25.
Where is your mom right now?
`at home. i miss her. haha!
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
`waiting for work to end. hehe.
Do you prefer light or dark haired girls/boys?
`dark hair. asians have dark hair what.
Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
`yeahs. irritated with someone. very lah. tak habes-habes msg. sebok.
Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
`nope.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
`like upin have always said, "macam tau-tau ajer."
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
`you can release you stress by doing that. trust me. that's my stress reliever.
What are you going to do tonight?
`training as usual. and then, hehehee.
Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
`maybe there is. maybe there isnt.
Is there something that has happened in your past that you really dislike talking about?
`if i dislike talking about it, why on earth does this question exist? -__-
What time did you get up this morning?
`8.00am
When was the last time you swam?
`months ago. hahaha!
this is what you do when you are just bored. with nothing much to do at work. i am so looking forward for my leave on tuesday. weeee!!
and DEEYANAH!!! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!
friends (Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 9:05 PM)
but I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
just a little update here. not much of the pot pet pot pet. i am just not in the mood. maybe i am tired. tired of work. tired of ... whatever.
i just hope, i could keep my mind straight and just stop thinking about nonsensical stuff. stuff which won't lead me to anything. argh!
this was a day spent with the dian people. henderson waves. silly games. and most importantly, laughters and more of it throughout the whole night. never mind about reaching home at 4 in the morning. haha!
and again, more at my shutterfly.
and then, it was Fiya's birthday the other day. Mind's Cafe was the place to make people lose the voices. taboo and snorta just makes us laugh like mad women. haha!
so here you go.
chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
just a little update here. not much of the pot pet pot pet. i am just not in the mood. maybe i am tired. tired of work. tired of ... whatever.
i just hope, i could keep my mind straight and just stop thinking about nonsensical stuff. stuff which won't lead me to anything. argh!
this was a day spent with the dian people. henderson waves. silly games. and most importantly, laughters and more of it throughout the whole night. never mind about reaching home at 4 in the morning. haha!
and again, more at my shutterfly.
and then, it was Fiya's birthday the other day. Mind's Cafe was the place to make people lose the voices. taboo and snorta just makes us laugh like mad women. haha!
so here you go.
adam azhari (Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 10:14 PM)
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
for everything that happened, i am sure there's a blessing in disguise.
i hope for the best for my dearest uncle. and i am very sure, his two sons gonna make him proud.
even if i dunch see him often, i still love him like i have loved all my other cousins. he is special for one thing. very special. i'll miss you little adam. =(
semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatNya ke atas roh-mu. insya-Allah. amin.
may you find some comfort here
for everything that happened, i am sure there's a blessing in disguise.
i hope for the best for my dearest uncle. and i am very sure, his two sons gonna make him proud.
even if i dunch see him often, i still love him like i have loved all my other cousins. he is special for one thing. very special. i'll miss you little adam. =(
semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatNya ke atas roh-mu. insya-Allah. amin.
dua dunia (Sunday, November 9, 2008, 12:40 AM)
ego lah ni. ego lah ni. hmm.
im trying to get this off. it is so impossible. very impossible.
9 more days.
and i dunch even look forward to it.
nothing much to expect, eventhough it's that big number 21.
i just hope for a miracle, then.
u.imiss.
ke-po-chi (Thursday, November 6, 2008, 5:15 PM)
click to enlargei dunch quite understand how these 21st century boys/men/guys think. why do they have to be so shallow-minded? will girls DIE if they dunch have any boyfriends? and i bet it goes the same for guys too rite. they wont die if they dunch have any girlfriends. if they were to be desperate, then, it would be a different story lah.
and that guy up there. i dunch even know who the hell is he. sebok nak jager tepi kain orang. i can see that boys, nowadays, they are much more the very kepo than the girls.
sayer choosy ke, sayer ade high-standard ke, sayer dah serik ke, sayer dah malas ke, sayer punya PASAL. none of your freaking business anyhoos.
it's my life and my own decision, whether to or not to be single for God knows how long. the most important thing is that i am happy. period.
pelanduk dua serupa (Wednesday, November 5, 2008, 4:57 PM)
i'm so addicted to him
he's the sweetest drug
i have found my very own sexy love part one. haha. so much of being my very own sexy love, cause he looks like adam levine. heeheehee.
and to add things up, i found the sexy love part two. haha!
he's edison chen look alike. got that naughty, cheeky, arrogant but very hot look. heeheehee. okie, part ni iffah very the mentel. haha!
who is this guy? haha! just someone. someone whom i will always see everyday, except for the weekends of coz. hahah!
so, would there be sexy love part three? haha. i guess there is.
it's gonna be that will smith look alike. haha! breakthrough ehks izzah? izzah knows, i guess. *evil laughs*
ow. barack obama won the US election. yeay! cause if were to be an american, i would definitely vote for him. haha. mcm paham pulak si iffah ni.
and then again, im sick. but i still have to go to work.
these are the disadvantages of working in the front line. the first few people that the office staffs will see each morning of the day. so, when you're not there at your desk, people will start to ask. kepo lah kan. daymn.
he's the sweetest drug
i have found my very own sexy love part one. haha. so much of being my very own sexy love, cause he looks like adam levine. heeheehee.
and to add things up, i found the sexy love part two. haha!
he's edison chen look alike. got that naughty, cheeky, arrogant but very hot look. heeheehee. okie, part ni iffah very the mentel. haha!
who is this guy? haha! just someone. someone whom i will always see everyday, except for the weekends of coz. hahah!
so, would there be sexy love part three? haha. i guess there is.
it's gonna be that will smith look alike. haha! breakthrough ehks izzah? izzah knows, i guess. *evil laughs*
ow. barack obama won the US election. yeay! cause if were to be an american, i would definitely vote for him. haha. mcm paham pulak si iffah ni.
and then again, im sick. but i still have to go to work.
these are the disadvantages of working in the front line. the first few people that the office staffs will see each morning of the day. so, when you're not there at your desk, people will start to ask. kepo lah kan. daymn.
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