♥fly around in circles
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
Pretty. Little. Fireflies. Dance. Away.
nor is it her face or in the way she does her hair.
the beauty of a woman resides in her eyes.
it is the door to her heart; the door where LOVE resides.
and it is often through her eyes that you see her heart goes by."
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i am ♥iffahlalala♥.
.all about love stories.chocolates.
.the family.the babes.
.online shopping.
.and the kepala batu-ness.
i am a dreamer. i love how the fantasy world came about. it makes me happy just by thinking about it. i am a stubborn child, but not spoilt. i get my wants on my own. my family is my top priority in life. and i dunch believe in sweet nothings, but fall for them easily. sounds cliche?
well, that's me. iffahlalala
kerana dia (Saturday, January 31, 2009, 12:52 AM)
but thinking that i love you much more than anything else in this world, i kept myself strong.
i dunch want to change, just to please that one's feelings. i dunch see a point to that. and never will. i am sorry.
i just hope you could understand a little bit more better than this. cause you're changing to someone that i dunch even know.
i want you back. please. ='(
dia. saya. kamu. (Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 3:05 PM)
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita
i was watching kpak bing bing yesternight, and it was daymn hilarious. haha! it was my first time watching it due to the tuesdays dance training. and it got to a part whereby, they were talking about this couple having a third party in their marriage. ouch! i cant imagine what the wife had to go through. and dengan slumber nyer, laki tu leh ckp that it is a norm at work to call their female colleagues, "sayang" or "dear". aduh mak!
it's quite a surprise to know that third party thingy can even happen when one is already married. it does not only happen in an open relationship. and this, scares the shit out of me. eek!
not to trust someone is wrong. and to trust someone fully is also not right. cause you'll end up being stabbed in the back. adooiiiii!
so how? what do you think?
even if you're friends with this person, it does not mean that he/she wont betray you. heard stories. and somehow, it got me thinking.
how could one betray their own friends for a love they definitely cant have?
hmm.
i always prayed not to do that. NEVER. Insya-Allah.
even if the best friend had a thought of it, i will NEVER do that. hahah. Astarghfirullah. God forbid.
cause i am a great believer in karma. what goes around comes around.
i dunch want my own bf to be taken away by some otha girls. so, it's better to stay away from such things.
tak nak. tak nak. tak nak.
updates on austin trip, soon. too many pichurs to be uploaded.
sabar ye cousin, makcik and pakcik. haha!
tapi cinta lengkapi kita
i was watching kpak bing bing yesternight, and it was daymn hilarious. haha! it was my first time watching it due to the tuesdays dance training. and it got to a part whereby, they were talking about this couple having a third party in their marriage. ouch! i cant imagine what the wife had to go through. and dengan slumber nyer, laki tu leh ckp that it is a norm at work to call their female colleagues, "sayang" or "dear". aduh mak!it's quite a surprise to know that third party thingy can even happen when one is already married. it does not only happen in an open relationship. and this, scares the shit out of me. eek!
not to trust someone is wrong. and to trust someone fully is also not right. cause you'll end up being stabbed in the back. adooiiiii!
so how? what do you think?
even if you're friends with this person, it does not mean that he/she wont betray you. heard stories. and somehow, it got me thinking.
how could one betray their own friends for a love they definitely cant have?
hmm.
i always prayed not to do that. NEVER. Insya-Allah.
even if the best friend had a thought of it, i will NEVER do that. hahah. Astarghfirullah. God forbid.
cause i am a great believer in karma. what goes around comes around.
i dunch want my own bf to be taken away by some otha girls. so, it's better to stay away from such things.
tak nak. tak nak. tak nak.
updates on austin trip, soon. too many pichurs to be uploaded.
sabar ye cousin, makcik and pakcik. haha!
hiak dush! (Thursday, January 22, 2009, 5:10 PM)
jangan main nak assume je. bodoh. you said yourself, that it's not right to make assumptions. then, what is this?
dunch talk as if this world is yours. dunch think that bad things wont happen to you.
you're not even close to perfect. so ditch the thought of it. kanasai.
tu pasal. orang-orang tua kater, bual biar bertapis. jangan main hembus ikot suke hati jer.
and correct yourself before you point out other people mistakes.
believe in karma dude.
you did it first. so, it is no one's fault that the same thing comes right back at you.
dulu kacau matair orang kan. kan matair sendiri dah kena kacau ngan orang lain. baru tau ape raser nye kan.
that is why i have been telling you over and over again, you can always dream on dude. jangan harap kau nak dapat die.
haaa. tulah, mak dah kater. jangan cakap besar. kan dah terjadi kat diri sendiri. baru padan muka!
for now, i can just laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
*sambil joget-joget*
padan muke eh. padan muke ih. padan muke oh.
pening lalat (Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 5:24 PM)
you make the most of boundary
you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
my migraines' been hurting me like a machine gun. at home. at work. while sleeping. while dancing. while eating. while bathing. oops! haha!
what more with my sleepless nights. it didnt even help a bit. it make things worse.
and so, what i did was to take a trip down to see the kanchiong doctor. hehe.
he adviced me to go for evening jogs(which will only be done in 2020. haha), and not to think too much(wahlauwei, he's like reading my mind sia).
he also gave me a good explanation over my panda eyes.
doctor: do you know why you have these panda eyes?
me: err, i think, it's the lack of sleep. errr..
doctor: you have sensitive nose do you? that's why my dear.
me: REALLY?! WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. (look over to mama with sucha amazement)
i have sinus since God knows when. it's irritating until i feel like i want to plug out my nose. haha!
and so, if he didnt tell me about that info, i would be stucked with the old school knowledge whereby, panda eyes are caused by the lack of sleep. actually, it is caused by that too. both lah. haha.
doctor: why cant you sleep?
me: dunch know. just couldnt sleep. must be after 12 midnight, then i will feel tired.
doctor: who's this? your mother?
me: yeah. why?
doctor: tonight, you run to your mother's room before your dad comes in. i think you will have a peaceful sleep by then.
me: *giggle non stop hits*
can go crazy with this doctor. haha! se-kanchiong die pun, die gerek giler punyer! he really checked me thoroughly, unlike some doctors that i went to before.
and so, till my next trip to the doctor again. haha!
fridays. river. wind. paul coelho. santiago.
soon. hehe. =)
you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
my migraines' been hurting me like a machine gun. at home. at work. while sleeping. while dancing. while eating. while bathing. oops! haha!
what more with my sleepless nights. it didnt even help a bit. it make things worse.
and so, what i did was to take a trip down to see the kanchiong doctor. hehe.
he adviced me to go for evening jogs(which will only be done in 2020. haha), and not to think too much(wahlauwei, he's like reading my mind sia).
he also gave me a good explanation over my panda eyes.
doctor: do you know why you have these panda eyes?
me: err, i think, it's the lack of sleep. errr..
doctor: you have sensitive nose do you? that's why my dear.
me: REALLY?! WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. (look over to mama with sucha amazement)
i have sinus since God knows when. it's irritating until i feel like i want to plug out my nose. haha!
and so, if he didnt tell me about that info, i would be stucked with the old school knowledge whereby, panda eyes are caused by the lack of sleep. actually, it is caused by that too. both lah. haha.
doctor: why cant you sleep?
me: dunch know. just couldnt sleep. must be after 12 midnight, then i will feel tired.
doctor: who's this? your mother?
me: yeah. why?
doctor: tonight, you run to your mother's room before your dad comes in. i think you will have a peaceful sleep by then.
me: *giggle non stop hits*
can go crazy with this doctor. haha! se-kanchiong die pun, die gerek giler punyer! he really checked me thoroughly, unlike some doctors that i went to before.
and so, till my next trip to the doctor again. haha!
fridays. river. wind. paul coelho. santiago.
soon. hehe. =)
gembira (Sunday, January 18, 2009, 2:25 AM)
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
it's been 2 saturdays straight, that i spent time with the WHOLE family. it's so fun, that i just want more of this. =)
the other saturday was walking along Changi Beach and dinner at Simpang. then, this saturday was chillax-ing over at Esplanade and dinner at the railway station.
and i am too bloated with food today. steamboat ala seoul garden at cik yam's place and sup kambing at the railway station itself. fuuh.
but trust me, i will be looking for some nibblers later. mulut ni asek nk berkunyah ajer.
*shakes head*
so, this was at Changi.
and this was at Esplanade & Railway Station.
so, an old time friend msn-ed with me one fine day.
first question was, "maseh belom ader bf lagi?"
BAAABIIIIII.
*eyes rolling*
hahah! what a question.
dier pikir nak dpt bf macam nak shopping for new clothes gitu. nampak, amek. nampak, amek. wth. haha.
im not in a hurry to find one right now, anyhoos. just go with the flow you know. if there's someone, alhamdulillah. but if there's isnt, nampak nyer memang aku tak laku lah! huahuahuahuahuahuahuahua.
or maybe, as stated by the sister, im just a little bit choosy. HAHA!
no, no, no. im not choosy. i am just not ready.
and dunch ask me why. cause i dunch know what's the reason either. haha.
or maybe, it's just that fear. that fear which have been clinging on to me all this while. hmm.
but nahhhh. who cares. haha.
for now, i'll just listen to what izzah had said to me.
let's just focus on ONE. heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee.
But if you never try you'll never know
it's been 2 saturdays straight, that i spent time with the WHOLE family. it's so fun, that i just want more of this. =)
the other saturday was walking along Changi Beach and dinner at Simpang. then, this saturday was chillax-ing over at Esplanade and dinner at the railway station.
and i am too bloated with food today. steamboat ala seoul garden at cik yam's place and sup kambing at the railway station itself. fuuh.
but trust me, i will be looking for some nibblers later. mulut ni asek nk berkunyah ajer.
*shakes head*
so, this was at Changi.
and this was at Esplanade & Railway Station.
so, an old time friend msn-ed with me one fine day.first question was, "maseh belom ader bf lagi?"
BAAABIIIIII.
*eyes rolling*
hahah! what a question.
dier pikir nak dpt bf macam nak shopping for new clothes gitu. nampak, amek. nampak, amek. wth. haha.
im not in a hurry to find one right now, anyhoos. just go with the flow you know. if there's someone, alhamdulillah. but if there's isnt, nampak nyer memang aku tak laku lah! huahuahuahuahuahuahuahua.
or maybe, as stated by the sister, im just a little bit choosy. HAHA!
no, no, no. im not choosy. i am just not ready.
and dunch ask me why. cause i dunch know what's the reason either. haha.
or maybe, it's just that fear. that fear which have been clinging on to me all this while. hmm.
but nahhhh. who cares. haha.
for now, i'll just listen to what izzah had said to me.
let's just focus on ONE. heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee.
spoiler (Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 10:10 PM)
the problem is just you, and will always be you.
i just want all of us to be happy. =(
i guess, it would be better if you're not there.
i hate you.
selamat ulang tahun (, 12:10 PM)
happy birthday dearest sister. may you be bless with lots of happiness with your loved ones. dah tua giler sey!! hahahhaha!!
happy 22nd. i love you. =)
bosan, bosan, bosan (Friday, January 9, 2009, 1:05 PM)
for fear of living in regret
ichanged this one when we first met
i was happily eating my putri salat, when i receive a call. thought it was just another customer asking for desktop valuation, retail shop space, office space and so much more.
but to my surprise, it was a call from this guy who had just came over to the office to collect his valuation report.
here's the conversation. since i dunch know his name, let's name him laki. haha!
laki: helo, is that the receptionist?
me: yes. how may i help you?
laki: ow, ni yg recep melayu tadi ehks?
me: yes. you are?
laki: im the one yg amek valuation report tadi ah. i tink tadi i tertinggal kn my card kat situ. it's white color.
me: ow, u left it at the table isit? okie, hold on plz, i check for you.
laki: okie.
+++++ tit tut tit tut tit tut tit tut +++++
me: helo, ur card tkde pun. i check at the table, the floors, couldnt be found.
laki: ow..alamak. pasal i check at my car pun tkde. card tu mcm ezlink ah. very important.
me: ow okie. maybe u dropped it off somewhere?
laki: alamak..mcm ner ehks..
me: okie, why not u give me ur contact details. if only i found the card of yours, i call u back.
laki: okie, my number is, 9*******. thanks ehks. but klau tak jumpe the card pun, u nak kol pun boleh. heeheeheeheehheeheeheeheeheeheeh.
me: errrr..haha. okie. bye! *slams down the phone*
iffah is a very good receptionist you see. people still laughing to themselves, she just bid farewell. receptionist tercontoh. hahaha!
okie, 2 entries in a row. shoot me please. bang!
ichanged this one when we first met
i was happily eating my putri salat, when i receive a call. thought it was just another customer asking for desktop valuation, retail shop space, office space and so much more.but to my surprise, it was a call from this guy who had just came over to the office to collect his valuation report.
here's the conversation. since i dunch know his name, let's name him laki. haha!
laki: helo, is that the receptionist?
me: yes. how may i help you?
laki: ow, ni yg recep melayu tadi ehks?
me: yes. you are?
laki: im the one yg amek valuation report tadi ah. i tink tadi i tertinggal kn my card kat situ. it's white color.
me: ow, u left it at the table isit? okie, hold on plz, i check for you.
laki: okie.
+++++ tit tut tit tut tit tut tit tut +++++
me: helo, ur card tkde pun. i check at the table, the floors, couldnt be found.
laki: ow..alamak. pasal i check at my car pun tkde. card tu mcm ezlink ah. very important.
me: ow okie. maybe u dropped it off somewhere?
laki: alamak..mcm ner ehks..
me: okie, why not u give me ur contact details. if only i found the card of yours, i call u back.
laki: okie, my number is, 9*******. thanks ehks. but klau tak jumpe the card pun, u nak kol pun boleh. heeheeheeheehheeheeheeheeheeheeh.
me: errrr..haha. okie. bye! *slams down the phone*
iffah is a very good receptionist you see. people still laughing to themselves, she just bid farewell. receptionist tercontoh. hahaha!
okie, 2 entries in a row. shoot me please. bang!
jejak perkhawinan (, 11:40 AM)
dunch even try to think about marriage.
and its getting even harder, when you just dunch undastand that we only wanted the best for you.
freak (Tuesday, January 6, 2009, 3:15 PM)
dunch get me hook. cause i need to save money. really need to save.
*chants*
say NO to online shopping. think of MRAZ in MARCH.
*breathe in&out*
dag dig dug (Monday, January 5, 2009, 10:50 PM)
sila beli ticket. sila beli ticket. sila beli ticket.
hahaha!
biskot dan biskit (Sunday, January 4, 2009, 10:10 PM)
that's what we are. haha.
nevertheless, you're still a good friend.
i appreciate this friendship, but i guess it's a goodbye for now.
no more of everything.
and somehow, deep down inside me, i miss you L.
geez, can i just close down this blog? i am so lazy to update. if i were to update, it would be about nonsensical stuff. boring sey iffah.
whatever it takes (Saturday, January 3, 2009, 4:30 AM)
must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who I am inside
i am so happy for them. and i am happy that things are going well for them. i just wish them all the best. for the sister and her bf, tawfiq. happy 4th anniversary to you both. i hope things gonna go far for you both. fiq, hope you take good care of my sister. i know you will. =)
chet, iffah berbual macam korg nak kahwin gituks ehks. hehe. insya-Allah.
i'll be strong. i'll try.
no more tears, just promise me that.
oh God, be with me. =(
i'll do whatever it takes, to turn this around.
i'll do whatever it takes, to keep us together.
when will my reflection show who I am inside
i am so happy for them. and i am happy that things are going well for them. i just wish them all the best. for the sister and her bf, tawfiq. happy 4th anniversary to you both. i hope things gonna go far for you both. fiq, hope you take good care of my sister. i know you will. =)chet, iffah berbual macam korg nak kahwin gituks ehks. hehe. insya-Allah.
i'll be strong. i'll try.
no more tears, just promise me that.
oh God, be with me. =(
i'll do whatever it takes, to turn this around.
i'll do whatever it takes, to keep us together.
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