SHANDY AULIA (Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 9:27 AM)

HAPPY NAK MAMPOS. HAPPY TAK TERKATERRRRRRRRRRRRR.
=)
yasmin the story-teller/film-maker (Sunday, July 26, 2009, 10:20 PM)
and today, i received a bad news from mama when i reached singapore.
yasmin ahmad passed away. inallillah.
a very different person she is. indeed.
and i like her for that. =)
i followed her blog, her movies, her adverts for both malaysia and singapore teevee.
truly amazing.
but Allah loves her more.
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah S.W.T. amin, amin ya rabbal alamin.
mardiah lulu (Thursday, July 23, 2009, 1:27 PM)
Happy 22nd Birthday to the dearest best friend, Mardiah Ilyanawati Binte Fathullah Haron!

please meet up soon! i miss you baby! =)
current addictions (, 1:22 PM)
baby oh baby (Wednesday, July 22, 2009, 9:20 PM)

never in my life, have i ever did a research on premature births. and since i am born as a prematured baby myself, i did my part. heh.
and since i had nothing much to do right now, here goes.
click on image to enlarge
(credits: March of Dimes: Prematurity)
i belong to the 28-31 weeks anyways. 7 months. tak sabar nak tengok dunia. hoho.
and so, i have only 90-95% chance of survival. and i survived! haha. alhamdulillah.
mama says, she's not allowed to bring me home straight away. i was left all alone at the hospital for 2 freaking months. the parents barely pay me visits coz they have to take care of the older sister, izzah hahahafiyah, at home. aku raser klau sekarang aku masuk hospital, jorang tak tengok aku, aku pekik ampai satu singapore boleh dengar. hahaha.
click on image to enlarge
(credits: March of Dimes: Prematurity)
respiratory distress. breathing problem it is.
im asthmatic during my childhood days. i am lucky that it's gone now. but the doctor says that, if i dunch take good care of my health, it'll come back. Tuhan selisih kan.
But what does the future hold for these babies? Many survivors grow up healthy; others aren't so lucky. Even the best of care cannot always spare a premature baby from lasting disabilities such as cerebral palsy, mental retardation and learning problems, chronic lung disease, and vision and hearing problems. Half of all neurological disabilities in children are related to premature birth.
(credits: About.Com)
and ahhhhh. vision. my vision is very very very poor.
i had my own specs when i was in primary 4. right up till now, im still a loyal fan to spectacles. only that i will use it during working hours and while i surf the net and watch teevee at home. and i dunch wear contact lens. it's very geli-ish to me. huhu.
other than all that. i have problems with my bones. haha.
the doctor says, i have weak bones. so for me, drinking milk wont help either. haha.
my bones will ache when the weather or the environment that im in is very cold. so, not having an air con at home is perfectly fine. =)
over and all, taking care of me since birth was quite a hassle for the parents i think. haha.
to avoid this, to avoid that. what more the hospital bills, cause i have to keep on having regular check-ups till i was about 10. and right up till now, it's never easy to take care of iffah izzati. especially when she gets sick! haha.
so am pretty lucky that mama never gives up on taking care of me. i love her very very much! =)
rectusempra (Tuesday, July 21, 2009, 2:13 PM)
thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind
let me show you
a new song for the blog. hehe.
suker. coz it's by afgan. =)
yang ku tahu cinta itu indah.
i feel so much better today and i dunch know why. alhamdulillah. =)
im just like a never ending slope. haha. coz i can be happy this day and be so down the next. and it goes on and on. takkan abes-abes citer aku ni. heh.
supposed to meet mardiah and cipah today. but since mard have some crap to attend to (that's what she says), we just have to postpone it to next week. bahhhh~
so, have you guys catch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince? what's your verdict? hmm.
watched it with izzah and tawfiq. being a tiang lampu for a day. actually, aku dah biaser jadi tiang lampu. so, tak pasal. dah biaser jadi penyebok. hahaha.















for me, i am very disappointed with the movie. if i were to not read the book, i wouldnt even understand the story. wouldnt even know who the half blood prince was. sheesh. the only good thing about the movie was that, it made me cried. haha. and no no, i wont tell you why i cried. hehe. this is the only good part of the movie worth watching. and some funny parts about Ron Weasley (the boyf.haha.) too. other than that, uh-uh. dunch waste your money. love was so much in the air, that it occupied most of the story lines in the movie. i really think that it is unneccessary. should make a re-make!!
think we, the harry potter fans, should do a petition and send it to David Yates, the director of the movie. kepala dier dah lah nak dekat botak. kang aku botak kan licin baru tahu. haha.

aku cucu dier ke? tknk aku jadi cucu dier.
dances down to the beat (Monday, July 20, 2009, 4:05 PM)
the story of us
it always starts the same
with a boy and a girl and a huh and a game
putri buluh betong is back for updates. heh.
maybe just for a little while. and then, she'll go missing again. but will come up with a few little posts just to show her crazy emotions. hehe.
and so, after not performing for a very long time since NADI production, putri buluh betong gears up for Heritage Festival. the show was fun indeed. with having to recall back the basic dance steps for asli and joget at the very last minute. huahuahua. al-maklom, lamer tak menari. sumer nyer tinggal kan dalam kenangan. huahuahuahuahua.
took half day off from work just to get ready, early.
had abg izwan to do the make-up and deen for the hair-do. tankayou! =)
and ow! we've got cute cinoneh guys to ogle at when getting ready. i 'chope' the one with spectacles! heeheehee. gatal, i know.



































and a while later after the dance, all of us went off to Lau Pa Sat to have our late late dinner. mee kuah, nasi goreng ikan bilis, nasi briyani, mee bandung, satay, bbq chicken. haha. so much food there. and the sellers at LPS are very irritating, i tell you. very persistent. baik-baik orang want to makan at his foodstall, terus tak jadi. amek kau! haha.









oooooohhh.
why does one invent the word "hope"?
at the very least, if it doesn't even exist, i wont learn how to hope. sheesh.
and now, let's go listen to sheila on 7's berhenti berharap. need a bit of the confident booster.
mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima kekalahanku
putri buluh betong so emo shit ah. haha. dah, dah. cukup.
next up! harry potter and the half blood prince. upsets me to the bits and pieces ah!